I have been having the time of my life here in Clemson over the summer. I really couldn’t ask for a better 5 weeks, not only in relation to my research but also in relation to the people I’ve met and the friendships I’ve formed. Some of these people, I know, will be some of my best friends in college (I can already tell).
Based on past experiences, I don’t really like to let people get very close to me because I get attached to people way too easily. I don’t want to hurt them, but I also don’t want myself to be hurt either. So I’m stuck at this dilemma of risking myself to be hurt later, or taking the risk and it all work out in the end…. I know regardless of what I do, everything will work itself out according to God’s plan, but I would rather avoid some heartache if I can. I just really don’t know what I should do in this situation where my mind tells me one thing but my heart tells me another. What do you do?